Justine Coleman

I need to tell you this,
But you'll never understand.
I'm still trying not to care,
You never did.
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I let you in closer than I thought possible,
But you where always so far.
I never realized it was fiction,
You never where good with reality.
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I wanted love, only asked for friendship,
You pretended, but couldn't even give that.
I told you I could never be a priest,
You made it so easy.
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You built me up so much,
But you where only taking away.
I still reach out to you,
But you step further back.
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I thought the wounds were healed,
But you're still cutting the scars open.
I gave up trusting you,
And everyone else.