The Sun Sets Up by Jana Spencer

like every day there is the sun
but today it was not there
your pain was felt by my heart
i wanted to sit in a corner and die
just like you did that day
oh please make this pain go away
the sunset is going up and
your soul is cut by your hand
i learned nothing from this
what were you trying to teach me
i can't see your point anymore
just tell me so i can move on!
i thought of you when i grabbed that knife
and i remembered you on that night
i could see your face, hear your voice
i could feel your touch, smell your scent
and I could taste your kiss, the thing I miss
the knife was cold and hard
it took a while to make up my mind
and I took that knife to my grave
I made it my pain, right through my heart
Blood mixed with tears, they tried to save me
But I was long gone, trying to find you
I know now that I was going home
With you is where I belonged
And with you is where I longed to be
always feeling safe in your arms
they are cold now and stiff
and they will never hold me again
i needed to make a choice
i wanted to take that step
my heart was crying and echoed
words of warning, but i was so far in
that i couldn't turn back, not now
not without you beside me
suicide got the best of my mind
and this is as good as it gets
with no place left to go
you were my romeo and
I was your juliet