To Love in Secret

You're so close.
But to me,
You're not close enough.
I cant put my arms around you,
No, you're to far to hold...

I can always turn my feelings off,
when I know I have no chance.
I could sometimes turn my feelings off,
But not with you,
No, not with you...

I hate to lie!
It hurts so much!
But I have to lie,
To keep my pride, my dignity.
But its so hard to love in secret!!!